The Truth is...

我好忐忑, 我唔想再等

The Shit Lists

(sorry, grievance is taking over...)

1. Keep visiting the same website over and over and over again (daily)

2. Satisfaction does not exist (anymore)

3. Feeling uneasy

4. Spiritual books. At the moment , I am so done with them. They make me think, while that's exactly the thing I am trying to get rid of

5. High heels...ugh....

6. When silence feels uncomfortable 

7. The long-waited emails (and paycheck)

8. Annoying dark circles

9. Telling lies to mum

10. Wrong decisions I've made
11. Laziness
12. Men in skinny jeans/ men who want you to think they're trendy (or handsome) when they're obviously not

13. Dust on the desk

14. the ridiculous long queue at female washroom

15. Dropping amount in bank account

16. Whoever being late

17. Denying our own loneliness

(to be continued...)

Tips of the Day

While walking I heard an old lady say,

"I've been in love with the same man for almost 50 years."

I was touched but then she said, "I wish he knew."

Currently Reading

Have a Little Faith- Mitch Albom 

(the author of the international bestseller Tuesday with Morrie)

a book about a life's purpose, about losing faith and finding it again, about the divine spark inside us all.

50 Great Short Stories- a comprehensive selection from the world's finest short fiction. 

愛生事家庭 【日文名稱】浦安鉄筋家族   -超爆笑漫畫

內容以日本浦安市為舞台, 描述主角大澤木小鐵一家人及其就讀小學3年1組的同班同學在生活中所發生的趣事。

前陣子在漫畫店裡竟然無意中發現完完整整一套的【漂流教室】 

十多年前看過數集就迷上了的一套恐佈漫畫, 可惜到現在還沒有完成......真後悔當日沒有買下這套久遺了的經典...

近期變了宅女, 在家看書看漫畫看八卦雜誌, 懶洋洋, 真頹廢!

Somewhere else

An old song from Travis, 12 memories.

Home and away
Life goes on the same, you bury the pain
And hold on to love
Heal the song, sing along
But what does it change?

Oh, this life is so confusing
Feels like I'm always losing

Come in of knowing everything
But don't say a word, till they teach you the way
Words are found too close to the edge
That we don't dare sing

This will turn into something else, something else
And when it does, I'll be somewhere else, somewhere else
Where else?

And you said I should be myself
Despite all the wrong, dragging you back
Forgive and then forgone and on and on and on

But this life is so confusing
Feels like I'm always losing

And this'll turn into something else, something else
But when it does, I'll be somewhere else, somewhere else
Where else?

Skip this entry

This entry is not for you. Quit now.

This is for myself.
I am talking to myself. I am talking to something that made no response. Here I am.

I used to do this since I was a young little girl.

I talked to my doll before bed, telling my teddy bear what was happening that day and blew it a kiss saying goodnight.

I talked to God when I got into troubles and wild hope God would fix it.
I talked to my pet, consoling him with soft words.

And now, I murmur to my own self when things not alright, when I feel sick and unpleasant with a gush of emotion.
I am down with the blues. again. Losing faith, losing confidence, wasting my time.
I whine. And then suspire.

I am insane. I am goofy. I am out of my mind.

So stop reading.
For you, it's simply a waste of time reading a nut's blog.

Don't even bother to spend a single second reading this wishy-washy one.
Go watch TV, take a shower.

Nicole!

Stop mumbling, for goodness sake.

Returns

The unpleasantness come back. Sigh.

How to get rid of it?

The National Day

Just 20 mins walk from the apartment, (no actually we climbed the mountain!) here we came to a top viewing point up on the Braemar Hill, overlooks the amazing night view of Hong Kong.

Very cool. Indeed.

Yea, it's a very good place to catch the sunset as well. Interested? Take a look here!

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